depression

I look at my bike and the voice says, "Nah. That's not what you need. What's the point?" I hear the voice, its pre-defeated tone, and shake my head. I know…

This one snuck up on me. Normally, I have a sense of downward spiral, or darkening mood, maybe a persistent frustration over things that are not worth the…

I'm not sure how I'm just seeing this now. If you were wondering how well the algorithm(s) work(s), then rest-assured, you are not seeing what you need to see,…

Last week on The Paceline, Padraig and I had a long conversation about depression. If that's a thing you want to hear more about, give it a listen. What…

This week John and Patrick talk about cycling and depression, specifically, what about the bike helped and what they've learned about how particular kinds of…

I can still see the German Shepherd in my mind. Snarling, snapping and chasing me in full gallop. I was a newly minted teen throwing papers as a stand-in for a…

Gather my people and hear a thing you already feel deep in your soul. I will not attempt to dazzle you with heaven or to raise myself up higher simply by…

I'd been full of piss and vinegar the night before, but when I woke up, I felt as flat as a train track penny. The couch drew me in, and two cups of coffee did…

I don't know when the project started. Maybe it didn't have a formal start. I just realized at some point that I was working on it. I think a lot of us are…

John tackles the question: Is lighter always better? Patrick looks at the turns his life has taken as a result of cycling. He says he didn't see a few of the…