depression

I’ve had several conversations in the past six months or so with cyclists who have had life get in the way of their riding. The reasons have been all over the…

I look at my bike and the voice says, "Nah. That's not what you need. What's the point?" I hear the voice, its pre-defeated tone, and shake my head. I know…

This one snuck up on me. Normally, I have a sense of downward spiral, or darkening mood, maybe a persistent frustration over things that are not worth the…

I'm not sure how I'm just seeing this now. If you were wondering how well the algorithm(s) work(s), then rest-assured, you are not seeing what you need to see,…

Last week on The Paceline, Padraig and I had a long conversation about depression. If that's a thing you want to hear more about, give it a listen. What…

This week John and Patrick talk about cycling and depression, specifically, what about the bike helped and what they've learned about how particular kinds of…

I can still see the German Shepherd in my mind. Snarling, snapping and chasing me in full gallop. I was a newly minted teen throwing papers as a stand-in for a…

Gather my people and hear a thing you already feel deep in your soul. I will not attempt to dazzle you with heaven or to raise myself up higher simply by…

I'd been full of piss and vinegar the night before, but when I woke up, I felt as flat as a train track penny. The couch drew me in, and two cups of coffee did…

I don't know when the project started. Maybe it didn't have a formal start. I just realized at some point that I was working on it. I think a lot of us are…